hate!

as i stareeeeeeee hopelessly...
this is wht u get :


as i look upon the sky,
wondering & thinking to myself,
why are they(mayb just SHE*referring to the lady in the hse*)sometimes just so.. bah! cruel?
isit for our sake, they love us too much?
NO??! bleh, just why i can't go?
its just 2 hours or soooo...
i do nothing here but just listen to sounds n laze,
so whts wrongggg? 3 months of suffering? cause of 2hours?
tell me whts wRonG? i dun get it!
studY? exams? 5 days a week, isnt tht enough?
its just so blehhhh...
out, out, OUT to somewhere happy,
where there's no one to stop me, *just4now*
to wonderlanddddd!